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Let's Remember...

Today, I think, is a great day to be nostalgic. I think back to September 11, 2001 as we had just landed in LA the night before to begin our family vacation with my brother & sister. What was to be a time of freedom ended up being a time that we all spent watching in horror as we witnessed the nightmare of 9/11 unfold. So far in my life I had never witnessed anything so tragic as this. The emotion and the feeling of helplessness overwhelmed me as I tried to explain to my little girls what had taken place. Our world changed that day. Just, as for so many, it changed back on the day of Pearl Harbor. My generation had taken for granted, too long, the safety and security of our country as we had always known it. I remember writing in my diary; I will never forget. Lord, help us never forget. I remember the fear in the voices of those who spoke on TV. I remember watching, and not even comprehending, those who were jumping from the buildings as the flames and smoke surrounded ...
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A day in History....

Let's see...what should be the topic? The horrible loss in Haiti, the stress of every day life, the trivial news of NBC's mess, or should it be...the quick departure of the Vols coach? Life is overwhelming....really I shouldn't even mention the terror of what's going on in Haiti in the same sentence as trivial Hollywood and the crap that goes on there. Although I've never walked on foreign soil...as I looked at the devastation in Haiti, my heart was broken. A man walking down the street with his dead child in his hands. Survivors walking the streets looking for loved ones. The dead just lying in the streets. Another man carrying his dead child, wrapped in a sheet, as he rides on the back of a moped. The look in their eyes pierced my soul, and today I have taken a good, long hard look at the things that "bother" me. I thank God today for my life, and all the blessings there in. Yes, I even thank Him for the things that don't feel so good; because ...

Choices

"You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice." ~Steven D. Woodhull Simple words, but great meaning. It's so true. I wonder daily if what I'm choosing to do with my life is the right choice. Well, I know that it's not. It's what I know. Sales. It's a great living...I make good money. It pays the bills. Now comes the hard part..."if getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis"...Yeah, well. It is a chore, and I don't smile on a regular basis. I feel as though basically it's because I don't find meaning in what I do. I don't make a difference in people's lives. I don't get up easily in the mornings because I don't have passion about what I do. A job. That's what it is. I hear acquaintances talk about their "careers", even their "ministry". I...

Lazy Sunday....

Today has been a good day. Slept in..and then recruited all the kids to help me clean. That was interesting. In the midst of finding all kinds of who knows what under the couches, Nathan got out his Nerf gun, and the fighting began. With the couches turned upside I felt like I was in a fort- and since I move slower than anyone here I got the blunt of those green Nerf balls. Anyway, it was fun and the living room did end up clean. Then on to the couch for an afternoon nap. Although I didn't make New Year's Resolutions, I do need to make church a priority and take the kids. There are so many things about Sundays that I miss. I'm also working on my attitude about Mondays. I just don't like them. They don't agree with me. I always make it through them, but getting started is torture. My dream, again, is to find something that I'm passionate about. I had a friend tell me once that it's never too late to follow your dreams- that I could find my place at a Un...

Today...Paige's Sweet 16

16 years ago my life was completely changed. My life actually began. My dreams of becoming a mother some day were realized, and quite honestly they were so much bigger than I could've imagined. We named her Paige Elizabeth. Paige, a name that I had loved since I was young; and Elizabeth after my Aunt Betty. Her personality has always been of a leader, yet she can follow if the path is straight. She is respectful of Me and her Dad. She loves the Lord, and is a constant friend. She has big dreams and I encourage her to follow those dreams no matter what obstacles she faces. God truly formed and created this girl just for me and our family. Thank you Paige for being who you are. Never lose sight of that, and never take your eyes off of Jesus. He will guide your path and help your dreams come true! Love you!